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Perfection is the only way to be happy!

June 23rd, 2007 (01:51 pm)

current mood: hopeful

Ive have come to the conclusion that if im not perfect im never going to be happy, everyday seems to become harder than the day before.....

so i have to do something about it...today im starting my liquid fast I MUST BE MOTIVATED!!

Then im goin to start 2468, i must succeed coz i will always be disgusting if i dont!


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June 14th, 2007 (12:21 pm)

current mood: uncomfortable
current song: zero 7, destiny

the last two days for me have been such a mess with binging i could beleive it....i went to the cinemas and seriously ate the whole fucking place out its a joke, then cam home to eat pizza...yes PIZZA!! i decided not to purge coz im tryin a to stop doing it unless really needed...besides i was stuck in the cinema for hours and what id eaten was to settled by the time i got home!

last night i set myself some goals and im goin to loose 7 pounds in a week today is my starting day and im goin swimming in a bit!

ive really got to do this or im goin to breakdown, i saw my cousin yesterday shes 22 and she is soooooo thin im talkin like size 6-4!i cud probably fit thru her legs...its not fair!

so id really appriciate some tips....im goin to get dietry pills at the weekend too the most expensive ones i can find!

im goin down to london at the end of this month to see the guy im dating at the moment its like 6 hours away or something...madness! but i want him to really notice my weightlooss and compliment me!

ive never been so down in my life like i am right now, its a constant battle and its starting to wear me down!


lottie17 [userpic]

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June 13th, 2007 (01:43 pm)

current mood: confused

i need some tips and advice on diet pills...these are the only ones i can get a hold of in stores:


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June 11th, 2007 (07:49 pm)
pissed off

current mood: pissed off

i have been at work all day and i have an exam tomorrow and the worst thing i could have done was binged my heart out its disgusting....it couldnt have been any worse i mean i ate chocolate that is the worst thing ever, i dont even know what possessed me to eat it!

i wasnt even hungry i just ate and ate and ate till i felt sick and wanted to purge!

chocolate is the hardest thing ever to purge, is grossss!!

i ate a rice cake with a little spread of marmite on for breakfast
skipped lunch and for dinner had a tuna salad which couldnt be avoided 
had a few grapes then did that......get a grip!!!

i need some motovation please anybody got any tips??


lottie17 [userpic]

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June 10th, 2007 (08:17 pm)

current mood: cranky

so its like 8:30pm and i finished work 2 hours ago it was along shift and burnt lots of cals....to then come home to my parents and family ordering take away...as u do no thanks i dont want any and my mums like nt even a little bit, then she went on about my weight sayin your fine as you are i was like shut up! 

which now means i have to eat greasy take away food full of horrible calories and will later have to purge or it will be on my mind all night not to mention my stomach!

i hate this!

does any1 have any tips for loosing pounds quickly, and how often do u excersice?


lottie17 [userpic]


June 10th, 2007 (02:40 am)

current mood: disappointed

seriously i have just been on a major binge!

i was doing so well and weighed myself this morning and i lost weight but my insane and stupid mind caused me to go on a major binge, i had to purge i felt so fat!

can somebody tell me more about the 2468?

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